It's been a bit I know, and I'm sorry. I've been... busy. And a bit uncertain with a lot. Things are straitened out now though. Derek and I have been keeping watch on KK and making sure she's safe. When not watching her... we've been spending time together. I finally came out and told him my feelings. I... to say I was relieved that he returned them was an understatement. I don't know why I was so afraid but I was. Live in the moment. We've been spending time together and just getting to know one another on a deeper more personal and... intimate level. It has helped both of us and relieve some of the stress that we have been feeling due to the current circumstances. I'm worried to death for KK, we both are, but there's nothing we can do for her until she awakens. We have no idea when that will happen. I've been trying to talk to Derek about having a visiting doctor to come and check on her. We're both uncertain about it though. I'm not sure what to make of it all. I'm worried about KK, Derek's worried and now I'm a rambling idiot. I just want her to wake up and be alright. I swear to the Gods above if she wakes up I'll be so happy, I think she'd probably get more than what she bargained for from both myself and Derek. Heh... I've been drinking... It's been tasty and I'm a bit wonky due to the drink. such a light weight... heh. Derek's gonna enjoy me tonight I guess. I should go and do stuff... oh dinner i need to get dinner done and check on KK and on Derek and stuff.
Also need to figure when we'll be able to get with Malkin and Chastin. Won't be able to do it until KK wakes. Maybe she'll wake up soon. I guess we'll see. Just didn't want people to think I was dead. Quite the opposite actually. I'm quite alive and feeling good.